I don't want to put up the tree, or decorate at all, since they won't even be here for the holiday. Does that make me a bad Gammy? Maybe so..with no income, it is getting harder and harder to make these ends meet.
The catalogs keep clogging up my mailbox and as much as I would love to buy my sister a diamond studded bra, well, it is just not in the cards. And don't even think about that flat screen TV for Grapes. It hurts my heart not to be able to get everyone the things they want. (and the kids lists are ever growing)
Does anyone else feel the pressure and angst this time of year? Any ideas? Can we cancel?